"Sex" party

I was invited to a Pleasure Party today and well, I dont know if that is an insult or what. I kinda want to go just because I never been to one. And on the other hand I dont because I dont want anyone to think I cant get any "if you know what I mean" because I can I just dont want to waste this good lovein on just anyone lol. And to sit in a room with a bunch of girls and most likely some gay guys, and look a sex toys just does not really put me in a party mood, cause I know at the end of the night I will just be going home alone...................sorry dad if you read this.