Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Hostile

Considering I've never been a very Hostile person
You seem to be putting Hostility in me.

See I use to be able to close my eyes take a few deep breaths
........................(Breath LeAnna Breath)
couth to ten, and my anxiety would flee.

Things are a little different now that you have explored every inch of my skin intimately,

Now that you made that commitment to be my rock and never leave.

I'VE NEVER BEEN A HOSTILE PERSON

BUT YOUR PUTTING HOSTILITY IN ME
The dancing you did to win me seem to cease, and the openest and honesty turned into a locked box full of lies and cheats. My sadness shifted into anger my anger swayed to hostility and revenge is the only thing i can think.
So I reached out for the closest thing to me...... My pen filled with ink.

I write down my words and leave with my dignity

Stress

She lies there motionless, in a puddle of what seems to be her own
perspiration


It's as if she cut out her own glans and extracted sweat to sell on
the black market, unsuccessfully.

Her body still reaking of coffee beans and that new car smell.

Which is actually noxious fumes caused by various glues.

Side effects may include headaches, sore throat, nausea, and possibly cancer.

She has become cold and callous to the apathetic people around her.

Removing her mind from her body to complete another 14hour day.

Sleep deprived an anemic, she continues her path of financial gain,

Which consequently begets her mental mortality

work work work.......



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