what the h*** is Emo

My friend said that I am becoming Emo, I still dont know what the hell emo is. Also every guy that I have thought was "hot" Is considered emo "at least that's what Bri said" I not sure what the hell she is talking about but i googled it and this is what I found out...........

For those who have not seen my guestmap on the right make sure you sign it! Thanks for the idea Big T

The Way

I feel so blessed to have met kelan and for him to open this side of his life to me "The way" I enjoy ever thing about this youth group. although it is alot different from the "southern baptist" church I am use to, we are all there for the same thing, to become closer to the lord. Tonight topic was kinda about having your silences and solitude with the lord, not just always having to do things like youth group or trips across the world to feel beneficial, but just to give the lord some of your quite time. at the same time to also not carry your burdens alone and to know that your fellow Christians are there to help you with them and to make them there burdens as well. You hear people say all you need is god, if anything is wrong all you need is god but the only one who does not say that is god. The first thing that the lord says to Adam is "man should not be alone" therefore he gave him Eve. So in a nutshell thats what was being talked about tonight us as brothers and sisters in Christ should not have to be/feel alone that we all have each other to help us along the way.

pressure

pressure to be all that I can be, and not get lost in between
pressure to give all that I can give and not to forget nor neglect me
pressure to love anyone that wants to be loved but always remember to love me
pressure to believe in mankind thru our destruction and poverty

Happy Birthday Alan!!!!!!!!

More world history: Antique Vibrator and Quack Medical Musuem

I was searching antiques online and came across something interesting, take a look

this is ty, krill, brianne, alex and myself getups for halloween. guess who's who

The beginning of something amazing

email

my friend dan sent me a email today because he is worried about my not sleeping "thanks dear" so he put a list togethter on thing i should try. so if your like me you should try it too..
* Sleep is as important as food and air. Quantity and quality are very important. Most adults need between 7.5 to 8.5 hours of uninterrupted sleep. If you press the snooze button on the alarm in the morning you are not getting enough sleep. This could be due to not enough time in bed, external disturbances, or a sleep disorder.
* Keep regular hours. Try to go to bed at the same time and get up at the same time every day. Getting up at the same time is most important. Getting bright light, like the sun, when you get up will also help. Try to go to bed only when you are sleepy. Bright light in the morning at a regular time should help you feel sleepy at the same time every night.
* Stay away from stimulants like caffeine. This will help you get deep sleep which is most refreshing. If you take any caffeine, take it in the morning. Avoid all stimulants in the evening, including chocolate, caffeinated sodas, and caffeinated teas. They will delay sleep and increase arousals during the night.
* Use the bed for sleeping. Avoid watching TV or using laptop computers. Know that reading in bed can be a problem if the material is very stimulation and you read with a bright light. If it helps to read before sleep make sure you use a very small wattage bulb to read. A 15 watt bulb should be enough. Bright light from these activities may inhibit sleep.
* Avoid bright light around the house before bed. Using dimmer switches in living rooms and bathrooms before bed can be helpful. (Dimmer switches can be set to maximum brightness for morning routines.)
* Don't stress if you feel you are not getting enough sleep. It will just make matters worse. Know you will sleep eventually.
* Avoid exercise near bedtime. No exercise at least 3 hours before bed.
* Don't go to bed hungry. Have a light snack, avoid a heavy meal before bed.
* Bedtime routines are helpful for good sleep. Keep routines on your normal schedule. A cup of herbal tea an hour before bed can begin a routine.
* Avoid looking at the clock if you wake up in the middle of the night. It can cause anxiety. This is very difficult for most of us, so turn the clock away from your eyes so you would have to turn it to see the time. You may decide not to make the effort and go right back to sleep.
* If you can't get to sleep for over 30 minutes, get out of bed and do something boring in dim light till you are sleepy.
* Keep your bedroom at comfortable temperature. Not too warm and not too cold. Cooler is better than warmer.
* If you have problems with noise in your environment you can use a white noise generator. A old fan will work or you can buy noise machies from many sources.
* Know that the "night cap" has a price. Alcohol may help you to get to sleep but it will cause you to wake up throughout the night. You may not notice it. (It is worse if you have sleep apnea because the alcohol makes the apnea worse.) Sometimes people snore only if they have had some alcohol or may snore worse if they already snore.)
* If you have a sleeping partner, ask them if they notice any snoring, leg movements and/or pauses in breathing . Take this information and try the sleep test. You may have a sleep disorder or you may just need to increase your awareness about your own sleep need. If you have any concerns see your doctor.

latte

how come my lattes never come out like this? It ends up being one of those things that look sooo good you cant even drink/eat it.

ohhhh sooooo good otter pops

me and my roommate go thru these so fast but i am beginning to think that our friend terry eats more than us put together

terry here are some simple steps on how to make your own drumset

You'll Need:

1. String
2. Silverware
3. Overturned 5 gallon paint bucket (Without paint. If you need to get rid of the paint, ask your parents if you can paint the house, or the car, or the lawn. Or just surprise them!)
4. Pie pans (Remove pies first. This can be done with your mouth. Strawberry pie is preferred.)
5. 2 stools or small tables
6. Coat rack
7. 2 Drumsticks (not the kind from a turkey)
8. Cow bell (remove cow)

Stephen King

"undoubtedly the master of horror but how will he fare as a romance writer"

Why all this guilt and shame? Actually, from American History

A little bit of American History:
Our attitudes about masturbation have deep roots for sure. Around the turn-of-the-century, some adults were so against masturbation that they forced their daughters to wear gloves made of a steel-wool-like material (like Brillo pads) at night and to put a powder on their genitals that made them painful to touch. They made their sons wear metal chastity belts at night that made it painful to have an erection. During the 1820s male masturbation was prevented by piecing the foreskin with a wire and soldering the ends together. Boys and girls were discouraged from masturbation by the threat of blindness, madness and illness. Of course, all of these are not true. Most surveys suggest that approximately 94% of teenage males "admitted" that they masturbated and about 70% of teen females "admitted" to this also.

I am not big on L.V. but I love these shoes. put it on my xmass list

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Steven Wright: still funny as hell

I CANT DO THIS

Ok I have tried to set up the 3 rows on my blog tonight but I have no idea what I am doing. I have been working on it for the last 2hrs and its just not working for me. There are a ton of templates out there I just dont put the html in the right place................HELP

This weekend

This is the weekend where the Halloween parties are in full affect. The only thing that makes me feel bad is so many friends are having parties but you cant really go to all of them. Or can you? My friend Page's party is based on a zombie theme and his band will be recording there first music video during the party, that's the one i am really looking forward to.

the truth about coffee

Coffee "extras"	Serving size	Fat (grams)	Carbs (grams)	Calories
Cream	1 tablespoon	6	0	50
Half-and-half	1 tablespoon	2	0	20
Plain nondairy creamer (liquid)	1 tablespoon	1.5	2	20
Plain, light nondairy creamer (liquid)	1 tablespoon	0.5	2	10
Flavored nondairy creamer (liquid)	1 tablespoon	2	2	40
Flavored, reduced-fat nondairy creamer (liquid)	1 tablespoon	0	5	20
Plain nondairy creamer (powder)	1 tablespoon	2	3	30
Plain, light nondairy creamer (powder)	1 tablespoon	1	4	25
Flavored nondairy creamer (powder)	1 tablespoon	2.5	7	50
Flavored, reduced-fat nondairy creamer (powder)	1 tablespoon	0	8	38
Whole milk	1 tablespoon	0.5	1	10
Fat-free milk	1 tablespoon	0	1	5
Sugar	1 teaspoon	0	4	15
Flavored syrup	2 tablespoons	0	20	80

Note: Values shown are an average of several brands.

What goes into the brew that you buy at your local coffee bar also matters. For example, here's how your choice of milk affects the calories, fat and carbohydrate content of a 16-ounce cup of latte at one popular coffee franchise.

Starbucks caffe latte espresso (16 ounces)	Fat	Carbs	Calories
Whole milk	14 grams	21 grams	260
Fat-free milk	0 grams	24 grams	160

I started working out everyday for 1hr just because of this!!!! I also stop eating normal food

Blog link to interesting sites

I was complaining that I keep looking at the same sites over and over again so my friend Terry put a link on his blog called DO SOMETHING ELSE W/ YOUR PRECIOUS TIME. Its has quite a few interesting sites on it. So if you are like me, up all night and bored out of your mind check them out. Thanks Big T!

I know you wanna

come on click on my ads $$$$$ that means you too terry

this will fix all

I use this product on everything from my lips to my skin and even in my hair it works wonders. you wont find anyone softer then me.

I love working twice in one day. back to work i go! and so you know i bet i will be promoted in no time.......................... I LOVE STARBUCKS

new personal record

I just received a 2.434.453 point combo on tony hawk, beat that terry!!!!!!!!

more xmass ideas!

Another great gift idea for myself (if you are on a smaller budget) is pic. frames, I want nice ones like this!

just to let everyone know here is the start of my xmass list!!!

De’Longhi™ Magnifica Super Automatic Espresso Machine Top-of-the-line shots Pulling the perfect combination of heart, body and crema from our equipment comes almost naturally. Just to be sure, hone your skills with the included how-to-brew videos or DVDs. It’s our way of bringing old-world espresso to the modern conveniences of home. Ok so it cost $1200.00 but if you want to get it for me I can get a discount at starbuck of 40%, and whoever gets it for me i would love them for the rest of my life!!!!!!!!

Blogger Question

How do I get a third row on my blog???????

I must say I love my job

I have had MANY jobs in my time but never really enjoyed going to work. At Starbucks I always love it. It really helps having I candy ;)

another great artist: Martha Wainwright

I know this artist is not new but i just started listening to her and I love it

In love with this CD

what happen to my french

I can remember when my french was just as well as my English. I am not so sure what happen over the years

Searching laptops at U.S. borders

L.A. federal judge finds officials must have reasonable suspicion under Fourth Amendment to search a laptop at U.S. borders

When everything seems to be ok life throws you a curve ball

Who me?

As I was coming back from lunch today a gentlemen (mid fourths) was sitting outside of Starbucks drinking so coffee reading a book. He said to me "Excuse me Miss may I have a word with you?" Me being the nice person that I am I said sure. He then went on telling me that he was in about a week ago and overheard me singing my dear little heart out and he thought I was very talented. I said thank you very much. He then began asking me 21 question about myself and what were my intentions with music. I explained that music was always something I had done but that I was not EVER trying to become some Pop star or anything like that, I loved the stage "musical" and Jazz and if I ever was going to pursue music it would be in that manner. He started telling me what it was he did for a living. He works for some company by the name of Burnside Records I(which does exist, I googled it) tiring to find local musician. He said that he would be very interested in listening to a demo of mine and reviewing a resume. He then gave me his card and said give him a call when I am interested in speaking with him....................................

I love working so close to home

On my lunch I can come home chillax and get on the computer just like this. No stress what so ever

now this is dancing

Spectacular B-Boy

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just started playing Scarface

The game started off at the end of the movie when Soca sends his men to Tony's home and after the battle he finally dies, well not this time. He made it out but lost everything so now I must take over little Havana, south beach, Miami and one more to gain Tony's reputation back. I think that this game is going to be the shit. It does remind me allot of G.T.A

New Cowboy News

I just found out today that my X boyfriend brother was signed over to the Dallas cowboys from the Atlanta falcons, which is my fav team in the world, so now ever time I Watch a cowboy game I can think about my X.............. Great