I'm so tired, but if I sleep I may miss the world

I dont want to be awake but my body cant comprehend being alseep

So I pace, I pace back and forth reading writing and listening to my heart

Listening to what it may say to do next to occupie my time

I learn about myself when I am sleepy

I learn how much I can take before I break myself.

I have not yet been broken so I stay awake

I have been analyzing everything I could think to do

The biggest thing that I have found out is,

I have many years left ahead

but still not enough time to waste on sleep