The Life of a female Blogger
The reason that I blog? Cause I can.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Hostile
You seem to be putting Hostility in me.
See I use to be able to close my eyes take a few deep breaths
........................(Breath LeAnna Breath)
couth to ten, and my anxiety would flee.
Things are a little different now that you have explored every inch of my skin intimately,
Now that you made that commitment to be my rock and never leave.
I'VE NEVER BEEN A HOSTILE PERSON
BUT YOUR PUTTING HOSTILITY IN ME The dancing you did to win me seem to cease, and the openest and honesty turned into a locked box full of lies and cheats. My sadness shifted into anger my anger swayed to hostility and revenge is the only thing i can think.
So I reached out for the closest thing to me...... My pen filled with ink.
I write down my words and leave with my dignity
Stress
perspiration
It's as if she cut out her own glans and extracted sweat to sell on
the black market, unsuccessfully.
Her body still reaking of coffee beans and that new car smell.
Which is actually noxious fumes caused by various glues.
Side effects may include headaches, sore throat, nausea, and possibly cancer.
She has become cold and callous to the apathetic people around her.
Removing her mind from her body to complete another 14hour day.
Sleep deprived an anemic, she continues her path of financial gain,
Which consequently begets her mental mortality
work work work.......
Monday, June 25, 2007
overrated
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
Friday, April 27, 2007
The Ohm
but check out the bands blacknote and copacrescent
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
the new me
Friday, April 13, 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
:(
Friday, March 30, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Be on the look out for a new band in the portland area
Four Finger Five
some awesome guys from my home town Muskegon Michigan
welcome back
Sunday, March 04, 2007
???
someone asked me today would i vote for Mr. Obama just because he is black? I think that they were surprised to hear me say yes i would, dont get me wrong i like what he is all about but for me to be able to live my life and see a president that is black would mean more to me then all the riches in the world because it tells me that there is a change happening in the world. judge me all you want, i dont care what you think! vote for obama 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy V.D
Thursday, February 01, 2007
anyway, one thing that I want to say is this I hate when the things that you once liked in people are now the same thing you hate in them, and now all you want to do is tell them. I hate you, you discuss me and I feel you are just a waste of space!
But i wont because I am a Christan ;)
Friday, January 19, 2007
I feel so old
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Blog for God!
Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation. But deliver us from evil. Amen. I share my nightly prayer with the world tonight to also give my testimony. The lord has been so good to me he has brought me through a mighty long way and he continues to work in my life. I don't clam to be a perfect because i know that i am not, but god is not done with me yet. I feel so good to know that no matter what i am going through i always have a friend in him. I believe right now that the one thing that i need to do in life is to let everyone that i come in contact with no how good god is, my job as is to take what i have been taught and share that with everyone, so that is what i am going to do. I also will be starting a new blog where the only topic will be god and i welcome anyone that wants to fellowship with me via online to check it out. so be on the look out for that new link!
God
There is one and only one living and true God. …The eternal God reveals Himself to us as Father, Son and Holy Spirit, with distinct personal attributes, but without division of nature, essence, or being.
God the Son
Christ is the eternal Son of God. In His incarnation as Jesus Christ, He was conceived of the Holy Spirit and born of the virgin Mary. …He honored the divine law by His personal obedience, and in His death on the cross, He made provision for the redemption of men from sin.
God the Holy Spirit
The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of God. …He exalts Christ. He convicts of sin, of righteousness and of judgment. …He enlightens and empowers the believer and the church in worship, evangelism, and service.
The Scriptures
The Holy Bible was written by men divinely inspired and is the record of God's revelation of Himself to man. It has God for its author, salvation for its end and truth, without any mixture of error, for its matter.
Salvation
Salvation involves the redemption of the whole man, and is offered freely to all who accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour, who by His own blood obtained eternal redemption for the believer. In its broadest sense salvation includes regeneration, sanctification, and glorification.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
The game
Latte art?
Monday, January 08, 2007
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Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Years!
Sunday, December 31, 2006
What a find!
Friday, December 29, 2006
www.??????
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Happy New Years!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
One Star Open Mic Night
I spent alot of time putting this video together so watch all of it please
ps just because i took alone time to do it does not mean that it is great. but one star
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Welcome back!
Friday, December 01, 2006
Joanna newsom
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
Venti with room americano
ps he is a pharmaceutical sales men$$$$$
Sunday, November 26, 2006
'Tweens' are fast becoming the new teens
for those you dont know, the words that are underlined you should click on to read the article
F*** YOU
Singing my heart out
Best song EVER!!!
Friday, November 24, 2006
love hate relationship
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Tired!
I cant stand people thinking that they know who I am, the truth is no one in oregon who is my friend knows the real me because we have not been friends long, I have only lived here a year. I am tired of "friends" talking shit about each other behind there back (yes i have done it too) but it is nothing that has not been address to whoever it has to do with. I dont want to fix anyone's relationships with anyone, i dont want to be your Dr. Phill if you cant be mine, I am not your mother in anyway I dont care what you do its your business. If you want to talk to me about life make sure you have been through something first because if you have had a silver spoon in your mouth sense the day you were born chances are you never had to deal with the real world. I dont want to hurt feeling so I leave things nameless but if you want to know If I am speaking about you then ask because yes i will tell you.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Alone
Monday, November 20, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Last nights dinner
Last night I went to dinner with a group of friends at Olea's in downtown Portland. Scott Shampine, who is the head Chef their was my good friends boyfriend so we felt extra special. I had a great time and the food was amazing (and the drinks) after great convo. and food we cut to the bill and to my surprise the bill was $600.00, and that was just 10 people. All in all it was worth even if I was the youngest person there
Friday, November 17, 2006
New Blogger
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
bowling night
me and some friends went to Vally Lanes tonight, which I must say was great. I was just $1.00 for shoes and $1.00 a game so just $2.00 plus there was awesome music and you can drink but you dont have to be 21 to get in so Tom Tom could hang out as well. I think that it will be something that we do as a weekly thing. Although I did not win the game I still think that I am better then all of them I was just singing to the music to much, I'll kick there asses next time
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Starbucks Drama!
Well last night one of our employees got off her shift and went to Fred Meyers to buy a toy gun, then she proceed back to starbucks placing the gun in her pocket as she came through the door to play around with the other employee and acted as if she was going to rod them. well while she walked in the door placing the gun in her pocket a customer saw it and called the cops (the that person left) well in a quick min 6 or 7 cop cars show up rush into the door with guns raised and tell everyone to put there hands up. Needless to say that person last day at starbucks was today. I am sorry but I think that girl is crazy.
sucks she lost her job but its still kinda funny
Monday, November 13, 2006
The crazy things we do for love
I was reading a book just now about a guy who was in love with this girl and how he once dressed up like a mail man took her mail out of the mail book and knocked on her door to deliver it to her. I think that is pretty crazy but we all go through that faze I know I did. My story is that When I lived in michigan I really liked this guy (he was not a stranger, a friend of the family) well I knew that he sold drugs as well (nothing crazy just pot) so one day me and a friend called him up to buy a bag of pot from him and asked him to bring it to our house, and 25mins. later he show up with the pot so i gave him the money and said she you at church wed. (yeah thats right we went to church together) well the crazy thing was I dont even smoke pot I just wanted to see him. I know that it is crazy but dont judge me because everyone has done something like that before.
Whats your story?
Justice brings peace, freedom brings democracy, understanding is the way
Sunday, November 12, 2006
what a way to end my night
love ya E.S
I need help!
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Crazy
Just looking for a way to change the headlines!
The real headline:
Dem. win control of congress
Being alone isn't what life intends for any of us. That doesn't necessarily mean 'a partner' is the only counter part to make us complete. It can be family and friends... even strangers that we take the initive to help, or be kind to. Grasping the truth of creating our own happiness is a life long lesson... happiness cannot be created through another, only ourselves. Loving ourself, appreciating those that care for us and extending kindness to those that need it although they may not ask for it. Learning as much as we can to make better choices, be better people, helping our world... visiting people that never have visitors, (consider visiting home bound people) All of this sounds easy enough to do but it doesn't eliminate how we feel or what you said about being incomplete. Learning to draw our self worth from inside - from our soul... knowing *it's perfect* while we are still learning. When we put others in front of our needs then the world will be a better place for all of us. And you my daughter will get out of the trap of feeling that only another person can make you happy once you begin giving to those that need. Create positive thoughts in your mind of what is to come, don't title it with a specific person in mind, just begin the process, believe, take steps of kindness and all of what you are looking for will follow. It's not necessarily going to be in our timeline, but it will happen. Love all, even those that don't love us... that is the greatest love of all. Most importantly love and care for yourself, be your best friend... and look for opportunities to make the world you live in better for others. You will be loved in a far greater way then you ever knew before.
11/14/2006 6:03 AM